Yeah, everything you said. Jensen did a great job of showing us Dean's grief, but I'm appalled at the way Dean's being written. And what pisses me off so much is that it could easily have been fixed by having Dean insisting on going after Sam and letting Gabriel and Castiel go find Mary and Jack. What was the tearing hurry anyway, since they believed the rift would remain open? And what's with the angels, anyway? If Lucifer could bring Sam back, why couldn't Gabriel, since he's also an archangel? Freaking angels, man.